• Nastavi

Anniversary

In eight days, it will be our six-months anniversary. Way too much happened in the past six months. Well.. in the past few years actually. Becoming a dad, terminating my study, buying a house, a divorce and everything that comes with it, and starting a new relationship, moving in together, starting with pets.. and that's just the summary.


For her, these weren't easy months or years either. If she wants to, she'll tell you about it herself when the time is right. We started developing feelings for each other way before we started our relationship. We simply did not know what that feeling was, what it meant and what to do with it. Everything happens for a reason. And in hindsight, I am happy with how everything went. Of course, at the moment it felt like I was going through hell and back. We were both going through our own hell.


Now comes the time to think about the present and the future. I know what I want from life, and it ain't much. Spending as much quality time with her as I can, living a nice and peaceful life. Finding a nice spot to live, preferably with a garden. If I may dream, I dream about a passive income, or working from home so I can spent more time at home. Although I do not know how I am going to achieve the last few things, it's nice to have goals to work towards.


We've spent some holidays together at work, but now will be the first time we can celebrate them at home together. Fall is our favorite season. It's the season of magic, mead, fantasy, thunder and lightning, orange leaves falling on empty streets. The season of cinnamon, books, lit fireplaces and candles, large meals and lots of cuddles. At work, it was different. Although I had the time of my life, there was always the chance of our dinner getting interrupted by an emergency. That's what made our experiences unique and unforgettable.


The time of peace has (hopefully) come. Looking backwards, I've experienced way too much for a guy in his mid twenties. Now I want to live a simple life with few difficulties. It's impossible to prevent the unexpected, but I will be able to withstand anything that crosses my path with her by my side.


- Nastavi


Thank you for being who you are and for accepting me for who I am. Thank you for making me feel safe and warm. And thank you for making me laugh and smile all-day, everyday. I love you more than anything in the world. Happy anniversary <3





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